mommy is TIRED! bobby is my little ball of joy during the daytime, but at night i get anxious every time i lay down...after about 1:00 a.m. he wakes just about every hour and for the past 2 weeks he has been thinking it is okay to wake up at 5:00 a.m....then the big boys wake up at 6:00...i decided that i can't take it anymore, so i copied Kara's idea and put a "green light, red light" clock up in their room so that bryson knows when it is okay to leave their room. i know bodie will follow suit....the first morning it did not work so well...but this morning i didnt hear them until 7:00. as far as bobby...not sure what i am going to do. i feel like he needs to learn how to go back to bed (since more than half the time when he wakes up he isnt hungry) but not sure how to do it...i think moving him out of our room may help...but we aren't working with a whole lot of space...but my wall has been hit and something is about to change, or else i can see myself taking my blankets out to the garage to have a night's sleep! bryan has noticed my zombie-ness and for the first time in all the kiddos' baby-ness offered to wake with him and give him a bottle so i could sleep. i was so blown away i just kind of stared at him for a while. but my milk supply is low right now since bobby was sick and now has his appetite back and i didnt want to mess with it.
but overall i am doing well - i am very happy with our new routine...my less hectic schedule at work and otherwise and how my boys are responding to it. i started up MOPs again and am very thankful for those mamas who all "get it". i am also enjoying my boys so much right now. they are all at such awesome stages - we have been having nightly dance parties and once a week we will have movie night and i'll put popcorn in paper lunch sacks and bryson gets to pick the movie. i get "alone" time with bodie when bryson is at school and we are having so much fun at the parks and riding scooters and "chopping" (shopping). so that is us in a nutshell of sorts. hope you are all well too!